a good for nothing

I'm pretty sure everyone had been criticised before at least once in their life by someone, be it parents, siblings, friends, teachers or a superior at work, one way or another. And nobody would ever say it's a good feeling. Nobody. But how does it feel like when it's someone so close and so dear to you, the person whom you thought has always and would always be your "shelter", criticises and hurts you so much with just the words said? I think it's worse than just "not a good feeling". It doesn't even matter if it was all because of that split second of anger that caused those hurtful words to spill out. Words hurt.

“ The whole world can turn their backs against me. And they can criticise and say bad behind my back or even to my face, for all I care. But you must not. For what I care about most, is you. And your opinion of me, your love for me, and I hope that you'd always and never stop believing in me. ”

It really feels nothing at all when any other human beings call me names and try to hurt me so much verbally but when it's from that someone, I feel the pinch in me.... It's like worse than a stab in the heart or a cut, and left there to bleed till dry.

Because you matter. You may think they are just a bunch of stupid meaningless words you use out of anger, but they can play with minds. And it just felt like everyone in the world thinks the same of me and that I am, a good for nothing.